Saturday, July 28, 2007

Black


Today might not be the day. Maybe even tomorrow isn’t. But a day will come when the sun will set on your temporary joy. You’ll be wasted. There is no hope. There’s no light emanating from the little space below the cracked wooden door that shuts you off from the brighter shade of everything in this world. You’re ineligible for anything good. Your platter does not match the ones accepted in the society. You wont be served leftovers. You’ll fight among others like you to gain control of the fanciest trashcan. The one with the maximum amount of leftover food. So that you can take a day off when others of your lot fight it out once again. Your situation will change your character. You will no longer share. You will no longer wish luck for anyone. You will no longer be noticed. You will no longer be called. Not when you’re sick. Not when you’re dead. Your bones will be corrupted.. right down to the marrow. You’ll feel your head, for once. Fucked too long. With used grease and cheap lubricants. You will watch words like friendship and care tear by the seam and not shed a tear. Your aims lie in dreamless sleep. Your brain echoes of chemical brothers. Your thoughts are bashed back at your own mind with tons of illusion. You live in constant denial of the true.

And you remember the day you died. People consoled you. Their words of “Its just a phase, you’ll get over it” scar your inner skull. Like needles screeching metal.

She left you standing. She killed you. You died. But the bullet missed your heart. She should have been more careful. For the heart is capable of unimaginable horrors beyond your wills, your perceptions, your sight, your love. Her only mistake.

26 people felt like commenting:

Why do u sound so depressed always.... come outtta it now...! :)

Look at me.... :D

Saturday, July 28, 2007 11:07:00 PM  

come out of what???

Saturday, July 28, 2007 11:13:00 PM  

sumit you know what!! so stop pretending.. :)

Saturday, July 28, 2007 11:42:00 PM  

She was a bad shooter :(...

fucked too long..
Echoes of chemical brothers..

Mmmmm makes me think so much..
deep..
but i would just ask one outta so many..
The echo...Chemical brothers.
which track?..;)

Sunday, July 29, 2007 2:34:00 AM  

quite a depressing one .... awaiting a inspiring one the next tym :) njoy

Sunday, July 29, 2007 2:38:00 AM  

Has anyone ever told you that you write brilliantly? You do... :)

Sunday, July 29, 2007 7:35:00 AM  

@saurabh
i know what, i just wanted to be sure.. will talk to u on chat.
as a hint, its not what you think it is ;)

@aman
2 tracks actually
the pills wont help you know, and setting sun.

@ashish
call it reality. ;)

@princess banter
Thanks princess, i really appreciate acknowledgements, especially when they come from extremely talented people like yourself.

Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:14:00 AM  

did you shoot back? plan to?

Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:59:00 PM  

I knew I knew that..
Pills wont help you know..
was gonna say that..
But didnt...

;)
( I had prodigy chemical brothas remix track in mind too...Voodoo)

Monday, July 30, 2007 12:09:00 AM  

**For the heart is capable of unimaginable horrors beyond your wills, your perceptions, your sight, your love

Spot on!

Keshi.

Monday, July 30, 2007 8:40:00 AM  

NICE PEICE!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, July 30, 2007 9:17:00 AM  

And where you been you dont like me nomore???????

Monday, July 30, 2007 11:13:00 AM  

dont write so depressing stuff again man:P

Monday, July 30, 2007 11:15:00 AM  

sad and depressing..
very well written..the brain can go to unimaginable places and can think anything...

ought to be like that !

Monday, July 30, 2007 8:54:00 PM  

keep on !

Monday, July 30, 2007 9:39:00 PM  

Hell.. so pessimistic and yet brilliant!!! Great post! I mean, its the bloody truth, however negative it actually is!

Monday, July 30, 2007 10:41:00 PM  

**You live in constant denial of the true

dun we all.

Keshi.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007 6:17:00 AM  

@mohit
// did you shoot back? plan to?

sometime in the future..maybe.. its never defnite with me.

@aman
//I knew I knew that..
Pills wont help you know..
was gonna say that..
But didnt...

hehe.. its one awesome song. though i am not particularly fond of the genre.. techno aint me.

@keshi
yea.. you can never predict what your heart wants to do the next second.

@kaylee
thanx kaylee and iwill always like you girl.. its just that i have been working my guts out for our college fest thats supposed to be in November.. i'll try and be more regular, and i promise i will comment on all your posts before i die ;)

@rashi
not every true thing in the world is happy ;) thanks for the appreciation.

@still searching
thanks for the visit.

@keshi
i think you forgot you already commented on this one lolz!

Wednesday, August 01, 2007 7:34:00 AM  

the funny thing is no one really knows what the truth is and worse, no one even knows what they r in denial of!

Keshi.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007 7:47:00 AM  

"thanx kaylee and iwill always like you girl.. its just that i have been working my guts out for our college fest thats supposed to be in November.. i'll try and be more regular, and i promise i will comment on all your posts before i die"

hehe OKAY I was just messing with ya!!!!!!!!you knew that though?

Wednesday, August 01, 2007 11:44:00 AM  

Man that was Lovely...I know thats depressing for most...but still I love it..depression has its own beautiful silence...

and abt the chits...dont ur exam halls have cameras ??? :D:D:D ours have :(:(

Thursday, August 02, 2007 2:38:00 PM  

sir...seriously yaar...u r tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good...an all rounder!!!

Thursday, August 02, 2007 11:39:00 PM  

life corrupts hope!

may yours turn out differently.

Saturday, August 04, 2007 7:27:00 PM  

@keshi
//the funny thing is no one really knows what the truth is and worse, no one even knows what they r in denial of!

very true indeed

@kaylee
yea ofcourse i did. Why else did u think i made that promise haha.. [just kidding]

@jeya
dude, they dont risk cameras with engineers. They wont even know when we stole 'em and then presented the same hings as our final projects lolz

@sam
i wish i deserved that :D


@anupama
Hopefully. But i could set it right with the laods of money i'm gonna earn..
I wish the same for you cuz as you said.. money doesnt mean much to you :D


happy living Everyone!

Saturday, August 04, 2007 11:25:00 PM  

came here thru Keshi's blog..the "acid tongue" name looked cliched,but am glad your writing isn't.

I'm glad I came here.

Friday, August 10, 2007 2:33:00 PM  

it almost gave me flashy yet dark visions...i needed my mom to yell at me to snap out of it...intense yet articulate..quite a write up

Tuesday, September 09, 2008 7:02:00 PM  

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